Human Behavior

May 10, 2007 - Thursday 21:48

humain behavior

I was awakened by the barking of the dog. I don't like this dog at all. He barks constantly about nothing at all. Just like Virus. My housemates talk to the dog with a funny voice, like the one some people use to talk to babies. Why would they talk to an enfant or an animal in such absurd manner? Are they attempting to "remind" them that we are the intelligent ones and we have to lower our standard to talk to them? As if some shopkeeper here saw me entering the store, automatically asked me :" Speak you English?" I smiled and said:" Not a word dude."

People are fucking unbelievable, I was not working yesterday but I biked up to the hostel because I needed to get away from the basement. It is truly amazing how I still got yelled at while I sleep only half of a week in the basement. The Virus swan open my door and yelled at me for using the coffee. AM gave it to me! It is fucking coffee! 3 euros can last for an entire month. I have had it and I really need to get the fuck out of this place. I am looking for a new lace to stay but it is going to impossible because it is high season and I only need it for another 3 months. Really, I will be so happy one day when I move out of this town. Well, just be out of that fucking basement will make me happy. If I had a place to go right now, if my work is done so miraculous perfect and they would grant me a room, even a bed in the hostel, I would be grateful, oh yes, where was I? If I had a place to go right now, I would tell the Virus to fuck off and that fact that he is a piece of stingy shit! Why do I always have problems with housing? I need my own apartment, period. One day, I will have it, when I have a steady job, a career, I will be able to afford my own space. No more basement, no more random voyeurs peeking through glasses, fuck them all! I will have my very own place!

D wasn't there then, he was in his apartment next door. I saw his motorbike and I heard the music playing when I put my bike in the garage. I hoped he wouldn't be mad at me for staying there while not on duty. I called him yesterday morning to see if everything was alright the night before. He said it was OK. and he said that I hadn't taken out the trash. That wasn't true, I did, but there were people staying in the salon until almost midnight, I wasn't going to take out the trash again. Maybe I should do it right before closing so I don't get yelled at again for work. This is so tiring to get yelled at everywhere, I have no place to go.

About 30 minutes after I got there, my co-worker M told me that it was better if I don't hang out in the place I work. Yes, he was kicking me out. Fine. I packed up and walked out. While going to the garage to get my bike, D opened the door, we said hi to each other. He didn't even ask why I was there in a non-working day. I didn't really expect anything more, we are supervisor and employee. We are not friends.

I thus biked all the way back to the basement again. I spent the night watching "Men in tights" and some other random videos on the Internet. I couldn't concentrate on my homework.