It is almost the end

Done with the sad Winter and rainy Spring
I am stepping into passionate summer
but I still live in a world of speculation
for you say that you need me
that trees are purple and sky orange

"You have become more understanding"
I did not protest your words
and keep on smiling
for the only change is that
I have become more apathetic
developed the obligation of stay
discovered the hobby of pretending asleep

from time to time
the inner me peeked out through my tired skin
I then put on another layer of coat
because it is almost the end
and these are parts of me
are to be sheerly reserved
to me

(Originally posted on June 10, 2008 - Tuesday 13:31)